gotta get this shit together.

Need to stop procrastinating. Need to stop sleeping past 1am. Need to stop telling myself that I'll do everything I'll never do.

Gotta start reorganizing everything. Gotta get smart. Gotta get a life.

I miss how everything used to be. But once midterms hit in two weeks, stuff's just gonna keep on coming.

Time to let go.

It's now or never.

Study time.

+18h26min

+34h 30min

+113h 0min

+51h 30min

+68h 30min


GO TIME.

Right now, somehow, I feel like everything's going to be okay.




(I know it won't be)

Meet online strangers IRL.

It's totally awesome.

I'm really bored.

It's rather sickening.

whut.

Is the last day ever.

I'm going to miss the city. There will be no more traffic-lullabies to lull me where I'm going.

But I'm still excited. Half of what I need is in a pile, ready to be packed. Tomorrow, I tackle clothes, toiletries, electronics, and my food stash. <3 Everything will be nicely compact. This is what all those hours of Tetris-Blockles is going to, and it's serving quite me well.

I can't shed this feeling that I'm leaving too much here. It is never enough.

Here's to new beginnings and the ending of things that should.
May everything work out.

No, it's not processed meat from fast food royalty. Not even close. It's chocolately, melt-in-you-mouth GOODNESS. It's like satan ate, digested, and packed up heaven into a neat little ball. And still you'll want more.

Maltaesers have nothing on these.

It's past midnight, less than three weeks before the start of school. Here I am stashing the all-too-familiar Chinese songs I grew up listening to... I'm afraid I'm going to miss this stuff when I'm so far away from home. I am glad to be leaving though.

This summers been way too short. I feel like I've barely done anything. The first two weeks was what... i'minlikewithyou? Then two weeks watching House MD. <3 Sitting through 2 hours of a bio night class is gonna suck when season 6 is on TV. Lol. But, hey, I can still catch Lie to Me! What else... I've read Battle Royale. SO. Good. I don't think I've been doing much since then. I watched 1.5 eps of Fringe. I'm liking it so far, but streaming's a little too inconvenient and tedious for me. As I said, I've barely done anything. This is rather unfulfilling for my last summer after high school.

I figured out which BB cream I want to buy. If only I figured this out earlier. -_- I'm too late on these things. Milk plushies are gone. The Fag and I were supposed to get one yesterday. Anne already has two. Should get those mushrooms sometime too. I know who I'd give them too now. =) Red and green for myself, 4 for other people at 'loo.

I'm waiting for karaoke to happen now. That's a week and a half away, and I'm not quite sure how it's going to work out. I hope it does.

Frosh better be damn good.

Starting this journal anew. =)

YEARBOOK IS DONE! =DDD

Yumyumyum. Baking is fun =)
And tasty.

A white hoodie with ears? Check.

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Math class.
No teacher.
Lack of authoritative control.
We played big two. Such delinquents, eh? XD



The focus is all funny. It keeps happening! Oh the horror.
Maybe I should get a flickr or DA account. The photos on my computer lack organization. D=

I think I'm trying to do too much with my summer now. I'm going to apply for a job. If I get rejected it's either:
- Volunteer at Western Hospital or Sick Kid's
- Co-op. Possibly photography, but I doubt they'd hire me. ;( Maybe something science-y
- Data in summer school.
I might take accounting 12 in virtual school regardless of what I'm doing...
Yeah. X_X